The HEAT

It's Friday night

Work is over, need some good time

Looking for a party

Calling friends

And swiping the social

But all seems boring and want some thrill

Can you feel the heat, the heat

Wanna try something different

Something new to experiment and experience

Drinks can wait

Friends were busy

Social media is work

Looking to relax and be satisfied

I can feel the heat, the heat

It's my first time and be gentle

Since it first I don't expect to plunge

She's so nice and sweet and funny

So relaxing I didn't expect it to be so good

It's a great first-time experience

A good prelude of what's to come

Indeed I felt the heat, the heat

And next time I'll take the plunge

Your Not GAY - READ ME !!!

This is going to be a very hard topic so you better bear with me...

The word " GAY " was established in the 12th century from old French word " gai " meaning to be - joyful, carefree and bright and showy.  Maybe because of the latter definition the word gay in the 20th century is somehow translated to hedonistic and uninhibited lifestyles, yes that " bright and showy " is a major giveaway #LOL.
From the 20th century onwards into the future the word GAY came from vague to confusing - like right now there are so many words to identify being gay and it's much-complicated definition.  But to simplify it into my situation - TRANSGENDER to a MAN - let's put the context of being gay as someone who is attracted to the same sex.  So the question is if you like a TRANSGENDER are you GAY???

A Male to Female TRANSGENDER are individuals who assigned male at birth but identifies and lives as a female.  I would identify myself as a pure breed cause unlike others who fought it and transition very late, I believe I was born this way.  I'm gonna prove it with my mom telling me this story when I was three years old every time she dresses me and my sister I always have the fit cause I want to be dress like her, at three years old where I don't even know what gender is.
Now to answer your question if you're a MAN that doesn't identify as GAY and only will be attracted to women, and all of the sudden you found a liking to a TRANSGENDER, - YOU ARE DEFINITELY not GAY - , cause we TRANSGENDER are emotionally and mentally are FEMALE, so if you like a TRANSGENDER who is emotionally and mentally are female ( and its sooo better if she looks like one too #lol ) you are not ATTRACTED to the SAME SEX, cause we TRANSGENDER are the opposite SEX cause again we are FEMALE...

The Pretty One

Once there was a kid

Wishing on an evening star

Make me pretty like her

And I promise to be a good person

Once there was a girl

Walking with her friend

Witnessing peoples eyes looking not to her

She decided to hold on a wish

And be a good person she promises

Once there was a lady

Mending a broken heart

The man she loves chooses the pretty one

She's losing the battle

But she held on to hope, be a good person

Once there was a woman

Who met a guy looking for a kind heart

He came in time when she almost let go

He promised her love and she promised her goodness

They who were meant to be found each other

The Client List - Part I

Ok in this line of work ( if you call it that ) there are multiple times of cruelty, and here as follows ---

The Inquiry to Infinity
I have been doing this for a year now and yes there are guys who's been inquiring for a year now, and just like that - like clients ( if you call it that ) who just want to email you and inquire about your services over and over again, thanks to copy-paste I could click away and just gave them the same answer.

The Back & Forth Visitation
If you happen to get my service you would know that I always return an email with the whole details of what's going to happen, some guys are not into reading or maybe they are trying their luck.  I have few incidents where a client will reply that he will come and I'll do my makeup and preparation, and he indeed come and ask in person the details that I already write down in my reply ( if only they read it they save the gas money ) - some of them didn't like some limitation of my service - the final scene is me opening the door nicely and apologetic as they leave.
P.S. - I don't ask money or push you to give me money if you come over and not get my service, I'll gladly let you walk away freely.

The Cancellation #LOL
Maybe there's a fetish of some cruelty where guys love to give girls some hope that they are coming and CANCEL the last minute.  It might be a joke - one cruel joke.  I have this instance where guys will contact me and schedule - when the time comes they will just not come, and no reply or text what happen why he didn't come.  And I don't call or follow up on clients, I have this RULE that you can contact me but I can't contact you, cause yes I do respect my clients hopefully it's a two-way thing.

The Waiting Game
And this just happens as I'm writing this, there's this client who contacted me days ago to schedule an appointment, he seems to be a nice guy as he follows up on the scheduled appointment.  The day comes and he did follow up that he is indeed coming, an hour before the scheduled time he said he will be late, an hour after the scheduled time he said he will be further later, an hour after the further late excuse he said he was beaten too tired to drive and ask to do OUTCALL.  I rest my case, I'm so angry and disappointed waiting the whole day - still I rise up and reply next time then ( I don't expect though #LOL )

To sum this post up, if you are one of these guys and you think that you win or tear me down, you might just a little - but haven't you ever wonder why I been doing this for a year now and still doing this ( not that I have no choice ) its that I enjoy what I do and meeting new people ( socialize ), and it's always good to be served by people who love what they do, they give you the best service wink wink ;)

" JUST LOVE "

In this time of uncertainty

There's only one way to communicate and that's love

I know you're confused and questioning

The only answer is love

Find it within you and share it

The world will be a better place

I see you're numb and won't listen

To the deafening sound of hate

To you, to me to everyone

It seems hopeless and disheartening

But if you find love

That will make a difference

How can we let this happen

Somehow we end up this way

Is the world changing or we just don't care

It's not too late to choose love

We can change the world for the better

To you, to me and to everyone

Somehow there you are

The one who found love

You are the hope of this world

You who can challenge hate

By giving out that love

And spread it to one and all

Sex And The City - and other things to do

" Maybe you have to let go of who you were, to become who you will be... "

-SEX AND THE CITY

Growing up in a third world country even if you're a millennial you still get the outdated technology, add to that a very Christian upbringing so I learn sex through rumors and fact is irrelevant.  Unlike today where you can learn and watch sex through your handheld device or just a click in the search button, I learn sex through rumors that you can watch it on free TV.  Young with raging hormones I click on the TV and watch what seems to be a life changing experience for me, I will learn about sex through the series SEX AND THE CITY.  To my surprise, the series didn't have sex or show anything that rumors indicate sex, but better cause it influences me of what I want my future would be, strong independent woman and the fact that they can have sex when they want to.  So basically it's not the porn that I want, it's a pattern of what my future would be.  Fast forward to today, I would love to pay homage to the best series ever, SEX AND THE CITY by making this blog, where I talk about SEX and other things to do ;)

Body Rub? That's the question...

" It is nice finding that place where you can just go and relax... "

- Moises Arias

BODY RUB? That's the everyday question I encountered, what is it?  Let start out by saying I did a 6 weeks massage course back home, but that was ancient ago.  When my life situation changes, I remember an ex-friend that I accompany one time on her rounds of MASSAGE work from city to city, apparently, you can make money out of this skill that I took for granted.  So thanks to YOUTUBE my generations self-help I had a refresher course to massage.  But still you can't just do random massage without a license, that's what those expensive schools are for.  So I decided on looking into loopholes - if bad people who take advantage of other people can get away with it, why can't I when all I want to do it help people to relax.  Google came to my rescue and first gave me an article about a known massage place that closes because of broken sewage, apparently, the sewer guy is not happy unclogging all those used condoms so he told the authorities.  Google is no help with that one but its fun reading it, next article is about an Oriental Body Work that Chinese people do to get away with hiring a licensed masseuse, there the Chinese owners taught their way of Body Work and hire random employees that pass as masseuse or Body Work masseuse.  And there you have it my loophole, I will not use the term massage and call it my own kind of wellness - there the BODY RUB came to fruition.  And the DONATION, NOT-SOLICITATION, TRESPASSING, FREEWILL - NOT THIS and THAT FOLLOWS.

P.S. - I'm doing this mostly because I'm a helper, I love to help people to relax from their busy and stressful day, the donation is an added bonus but mostly it's me doing my best for you guys, hope to see you soon ;)