The Best Of Both Worlds

Ok guys if you're reading this and you think it's for you, just check on my HOT picture above and look away, haha conceited much.

In a TRANSGENDER life, there are two worlds that both related to their life experiences, one that is a SAD life that mostly represents the transgender community, and the other the HAPPY life that you are lucky if you encounter one.  Being a transgender is like going into a trauma over and over again - there's the CONFUSION (what am i? why do i like him? would the world accept me? / or would my family accept me?) - there's ACCEPTANCE (i am what i am? take me or leave me?) - COURAGE (cause lets face it the world is not that all accepting, factor religion and discrimination) - LOVE (love thy self first and foremost).  With all this, a steady foundation is needed, and starting from CONFUSION a transgender should get her core strength from her family.  Unfortunately, not all family is accepting of their child being different, there are two sides in this situation, one is BELIEF (factor religion again and discrimination) and CARE (a care that your own child will be facing a difficult life and you're not there always to shield them from pain).  This core foundation will identifies a transgender which of both worlds she will belong to.  And then the story goes if she will succeed in ACCEPTANCE, COURAGE, and LOVE.

Now let's talk about the focus of this post, you guys who love TRANSGENDER.  Out from battlefield of life, some guys will accept and form a relationship with a transgender, cause we offer no one else does, the best of both worlds (cocks and all wink wink).  By being in a relationship with a transgender, you also get to experience our battle scars whether it's SAD or HAPPY, that's the consequences you have to pay to experience both worlds, sorry!  But then again life isn't always about one world (HAPPY), its so better if you experience both...  As they say, those who experience more of life's hardship has more love to spare.  And, once you make it with a transgender RELATIONSHIP you can make it to any RELATIONSHIP (like NEW YORK huh lol) - cause let's face it, it's a challenge to be with us... wink wink...

Correlation Coefficient

" All things in this world are related or somewhat related to something... "

Incident report file second week of August last month, report obtain within the two day period, the incident occurs approximately 5 to 8 hours of span within each other, count of four incident/interaction with different individuals for case study purposes...

Case 01
At approximately 12 noon a client inquire about the Body Rub service and the deal was set and the client came at approximately 2 pm kinda late for his 1 pm appointment but this isn't jury duty so it's OK.  The client was an INDIAN Navajo decent, very nice and a real gentleman, he enjoys the service and promises to come back next time.

Case 02
At approximately 4 pm an inquiry again came in, settled for a 4:30 pm appointment he was not late but came earlier than expected, so I have to make him wait till I'm ready, I'm not a DIVA i promise.  Another Body Rub and some cheerful conversation on the side, I found out that the guy was half INDIAN Navajo decent and half white.  If you notice on CASE 01 the subject is INDIAN keep that in mind.  I also found out that he is dating an AUSTRALIAN girl who's he been dating long distance for a year now.

CASE 03
At approximately 8 pm a client inquires about the service, settled for 8:30 pm apparently this is my lucky day 3 clients in one day, or so I thought (tan tan thats my scary music lol) ???  The guy came in and have the Body Rub, a little get to know each other and I found out that he is AUSTRALIAN with a very strong accent.  If you notice in CASE 02 that the guy has a long distance GF which is also AUSTRALIAN.  I also found out that this guy is the perfect ASSHOLE like he called me mean all the time cause I won't do what he wants.  And he called me a bitch before leaving cause again I won't give in to his indecent request.

CASE 04
Early morning the next day, a client called want to schedule an appointment, I woke up out of the regular time cause rent is due in two days.  He came put the donation on the table and request a 60 minutes Body Rub, and has so many requests, if it isn't the morning and I needed a good exercise I would have complained cause he is asking too much for a small petite Asian girl like me, I can only put a certain amount of pressure with my body size, plus I'm on a diet so I'm a little weak.  After the session, he immediately left claiming he forgot something in his car and he will come back next time for another session.  When I'm about to see the money, it was $17 in the combination of $5 and $1.

If you notice in CASE 03 the client is sort of an ASSHOLE cause even if he is demanding and indecent he still gave the right DONATION, and our CASE 04 client is in fact a real ASSHOLE.

( P.S. This case study doesn't mirror my client list, I am blessed that CLIENT 03 and 04 are on a very rare occasion, I mostly get the nicest most gentleman clients, for that, I am always grateful. )

Only In The Dreams

reality can be blinding

that's why you look for that disguise

the sun will keep on shining

and the night will clothe that light

life goes on with happiness and pain

still, you deserve to find that escape

and that's only in the dreams

i can be whoever i want to be

i can let happiness be the only feeling

or choose a pill and never get addicted

satisfaction is a reality

bliss is not forbidden

only in this dream, you can be you

i can be me

love is equal and right all the time

winning is not an option

so come around relax and own this world

do what makes you happy

and when you wake up

just realize that you can come back again

and dream some more

Game Of Thrones - CRAIGSLIST STYLE

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CRAIGSLIST 

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and that's the opening credits for this post #lol

Let me start off by saying that I never once flagged anyone in CRAIGSLIST - I think it's rude and disrespectful not only to someone's effort to post but also to their needs.  But that was BEFORE -  since this bitches keeps flagging my one post again ONE POST every other day again EVERY OTHER DAY, I might as well join the GAME.

DIRECTIONS - this is how the GAME plays, just like my super favorite show #gameofthrones, it's simple - knock down your competition by flagging them till the system turn their post down and you gain all the attention of WESTEROS men by getting all the sex you want and the money from the IRON BANK if your a provider.  BTW were only tackling the PERSONAL section of CRAIGSLIST so don't read ahead if you're selling or doing other things in CRAIGSLIST, and if you're not familiar with GAME OF THRONES go back and to the rock, you're living in #LOL the practically missing half of your life.

RULES - there are no f-king rules, you can post 20 times or more if you want.  That actually kinda irritates me, like if your one post can't get any why do you think 19 more will do, it just makes you look desperate.  Like even with my one post again ONE POST every other day again EVERY OTHER DAY, I still get a hit, so girls just play it right and again don't be desperate, guys don't dig that, right guys?

POINTERS to win the game - click on the PROHIBITED box on top of the post and do it as much as you can until you vanish your competitions post.  This will benefit you by killing your competition who is mainly hotter than you or by simply removing the post on top of you cause you're a famewhore.  Which is generally cruel but then again we live in a world where a person like me who doesn't flag anyone became a victim of it repeatedly.

THE WINNER TAKES IT ALL? - yes indeed just like in the show the winner gets to sit on the iron throne until other people who want to sit on it stab you with one of the swords in it.  Or in CRAIGSLIST version, until you learn how to flag like these other bitches forces you to do.

But in all seriousness, you girls who keep flagging my post please think about this, your already in the dark world of sex, lies and deuce (the latter is a new show that might not get a second season), why not put a little class and kindness with it, play it fair, the men of Westeros know what they want so you don't need to be cruel and evil to get their attention.  And a little shower will also help #LOL.

So ok as of writing this I will be the Daenerys Targaryen of CRAIGSLIST and I will break the wheel, I will not flag anyone anymore on CRAIGLIST and if ever they flag me which is expected, I will be all kind and class to repost my ad...

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CRAIGSLIST 

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The Girl in RED

The girl in RED is hiding a secret

Her life so glamorous you can't see the crack

Her face in color you cant see its a mask

So elegant you can't recognize her past

Yet on her own, she failed to impress

The mirror she's looking through cant hide her truth

Her eyes reflected of sadness and truth

This girl in RED was ticking and it slowly shows

Come and see witness the show

Of a girl slowly fading and yet she smiles

One day I wish to see her truth

But for now, I'll be an audience and a true friend

Until the much-awaited reveal

Until this show is over

Until she finds herself and her peace

Come On Baby

What are you waiting for

If you want it, come and get it

If your scared face your fear

If you're curious, you don't need to

All your answers I might have the answer

Come on Baby take a chance on me

Life's a trial and error

You won't know unless you try

Try me baby and you will see

What I can give no others else can

Relax just do it

Everybody needs to have a good time

Hello, it's me waiting and anticipating

Give yourself the much-needed break

Just do it no need to think twice

This only happens once, this varies tonight

One chance but if you like more

Come on over and experience for yourself

The HEAT

It's Friday night

Work is over, need some good time

Looking for a party

Calling friends

And swiping the social

But all seems boring and want some thrill

Can you feel the heat, the heat

Wanna try something different

Something new to experiment and experience

Drinks can wait

Friends were busy

Social media is work

Looking to relax and be satisfied

I can feel the heat, the heat

It's my first time and be gentle

Since it first I don't expect to plunge

She's so nice and sweet and funny

So relaxing I didn't expect it to be so good

It's a great first-time experience

A good prelude of what's to come

Indeed I felt the heat, the heat

And next time I'll take the plunge