Rock Hudson

Darkness, my love in the black

You try to live your life

Normally, but what is normal?

You wake, you walk, you work

You sleep and do it all over again,

But are you listening to your heart

Your heart is speaking listen...

Listen...

Masked, my love don't hideaway

It's your life no one else

You only answer to yourself.

You live, you laugh, you cry

You do what makes you happy,

Listen to your heart,

Let it lead you to happiness...

Happiness...

Truth, it's all that matter

Selfishly my love just live your life

You only live once, and once

Be happy, Be merry, Be bold

Just live the life you deserved

You are loved, you are loved...

See life truthfully, life is waiting

Is Waiting...

ACTUAL SEX - e·lu·ci·da·tion

SEX or Seks is defined by ever-reliable google as sexual activity / including specifically sexual intercourse.  Let's cut it down by parts, what is a SEXUAL ACTIVITY? back to google "activities associated with sexual intercourse" -  ok now let's define SEXUAL INTERCOURSE "sexual contact between individuals involving penetration, especially the insertion of a man's erect penis into a woman's vagina ( or butt don't ask Google about this it's ANAL ok), typically culminating in orgasm and the ejaculation of semen." thanks GOOGLE.

Now with these definitions, the question is would you consider TANTRIC ( again leave google alone its a HANDJOB ) - PROSTATE ( this one is a finger stimulation in your JUICE, PEACH Emoji or the obvious BUTTHOLE ).  ???

With all this reading and probably some of you will argue - I believe TANTRIC and PROSTATE is SEX but not an ACTUAL SEX.

Ok to simplify my point SEX is generally defined in general as to differentiate gender, in ancient time BOYS ( EGGPLANT emoji ) and GIRLS ( CAT FACE pussy emoji ) - and in millennial times #LGBT ( PRIDE FLAG emoji ).

Subcontext of SEX definition is SEXUAL ACTIVITY - the definition of this one is so extensive even a simple bathroom conversation about your boyfriend's penis is considered SEXUAL ACTIVITY.

I'm not the ( MASTERS & JOHNSON ) of SEX but being that I'm always asked about SEX and my offerings - I would simply define SEX ( as the gender differential - period ) and ACTUAL SEX ( something that you can contract STD of ).

So to further my ideology is as follows:

SEX ( male, female, LGBT ) going to a NAKED BEACH and looking at naked people ( be careful not stare though or you might get punch ) - WATCHING PORN and JERKING OFF - SEX TALK -  HICKIES, NECKING, GET FELT UP, DRY HUMP, FINGERING, TITTY FUCK, MOTORBOATING, TANTRIC ( handjob ) and PROSTATE ( finger in the ass )... ETC ( PS - I don't offer all these services )

ACTUAL SEX is KISSING, FRENCH KISSING, MAKEOUT, EATOUT, TEABAGGING ( it can give you the gift that keeps on giving HERPES ) -  BLOWJOB, RIMJOB, ROUTE 69, COUNTER CLOCKWISE 96, VAGINA INTERCOURSE, ANALINGUS, BUMPING DONUTS, SCISSOR SISTERS ( CHLAMYDIA, GONORRHEA, SYPHILIS, HEPATITIS, HIV - AIDS )... ETC

And one would argue "WHAT IF THERE's a CONDOM USE?" - and then I rest my case, dismiss...

Memoirs Of BodyRub - deuxième partie

fade to black...

Henry our protagonist is ready to face Ms. Red from the Blue, he walks to the Hotel looking like he stole the fancy vase in the hallway, nervous and agitated - looking around hiding his face like he's someone famous, he's not he's just a nervous wreck.

Room 143 - this is it, Henry will have his first TS experience, will it be fun, will it be awkward, will it be - and well never know unless he tries, so open the door Henry we have so much to tell.

He knocks and a girl in RED see-through lingerie opens, she's so pretty, so delicate and Henry was in love, he bends the knee and proposes to her, she said YES and they live happily ever after the END... but this isn't a fairy tale - this is somewhat porn so the story continues...

Henry came inside and Ms. Red friendly ask for a hug she's very nice Henry wishes this story was a fairytale, again Henry it's not - so take off your clothes and lie on your tummy.  So the BodyRub proceeds ( not massage or Ms. Red will be in trouble ) she is so friendly who chats a little and want to get to know Henry, her hands were amazing Henry can't believe this is not a massage, though it is a massage Ms. Red is just not licensed so she has to go by the loophole.  Henry never felt so relax and wanted, he feels good being touch by a beautiful girl so friendly and nice, he wishes it will never end, BEEP BEEP BEEP that's the timer it's over.

Henry wants more, he is craving, he's hungry and won't go unless his carnal needs were answered.

( WARNING the next event is too explicit we won't share most of what happened, this isn't FIFTY SHADES you guys - plus it's just TANTRIC and PROSTATE massage so all in all Henry is still somewhat of a virgin, it's his first time cut him some slack )

Henry was the happiest, he would have wanted more but it's his first time and he has more to discover, the BodyRub was great, Ms. Red is friendly and nice, pretty and sexy like a goddess, yeah I'm the writer I could even say she looks like Megan Fox if I want to.

With that prelude to TS Experience, Henry was ready for more and the computer pop up again appear the ad for  BDSM - this time Henry click it, good luck Henry, but I suggest you close that...

THE END... or is it?

Help I NEED Somebody,

Not just anybody,

BUT someone who is like computer savvy...

I have been itching to do a PODCAST and it just SUCKS that it's so complicated for a tech illiterate like me.

So if your one of those tech smart who can help me build my PODCAST please HELP me, I like to make this TS conversation public and it can help all those TS from beginners and to those still enjoying the journey.

Thanks and please email me at - relaxwithvia@gmail.com

LOS ANGELES to PLEASANTON ( #californiaproblem )

Hi, guys apparently LOS ANGELES is very tricky or CALIFORNIA as a whole - the hotel I book was apparently a MOTEL disguise as a HOTEL - at the price I'm paying I do expect to stay at a real HOTEL - but it's all too late now, all the HOTELS are overpriced to book - so, unfortunately, I have to cancel and try my LOS ANGELES trip later, a better-planned trip that is both beneficial and not stressful...

On the other hand, I'm thinking of going to PLEASANTON California for my MAY trip - let's see if I can gather confirm schedules clients to make this trip happen, if not I will cancel it to later this month, but I surely will be at PLEASANTON this month, so ask me for appointment, see you, kiss kiss...

Goodbye MASSAGE REPUBLIC

Another one bites the dust ( crying )

TRIAL & ERROR - PART I

Since I moved to California where most TRANS are and the industry ( you know what I mean, right? ) I gather some stories that I might as well share to you guys who support this dying industry.  We will lead this post with a warning, this industry is a TRIAL & ERROR ( as the title says )

ARTICLE 01 -  I'M NOT INTERESTED, SO HIT THE ROAD JACK

One day Jack decided to negotiate with a new girl in town ( or she might be old and you just found her ) he came in the room and the girl didn't smile, she never bothers to know your name or have a little getting to know each other moment - and what occurred happened to be a task - and YES it is, on her part - your part is supposed to figure it out and you failed, miserably.  But then again this is the business of TRIAL and ERROR so you live and learn, the lesson here never hire her again and move on to another provider, there's so many of them here in California.

ARTICLE 02 - HOTLINE BLING

One day DRAKE negotiates for a one-hour BODYRUB - Nicky ( not her real name its NICK actually ) take the roses and the session begins.  Nicky a business girl by heart, a rotten person in real life - treat this shit she's doing is not important nor you so she keeps texting the whole session, might be the next client or boo bugging - so DRAKE is not getting what he paid for.  As I mention Nicky a businesswoman decided to move the hands of time ( literally ) she reaches on the happy ending button, you sneeze you lose right? and DRAKE kind of sneeze but down there and the session is over - 8 minutes that's a record for DRAKE.

ARTICLE 03 - IM TOO SEXY - PAY ME MORE

Nowadays everybody has MONEY or maybe it's just the facade, but since CRAIGSLIST / BACKPAGE / ADLIST21 got shut down all this fancy website came in and ask for $300 to $600 monthly membership fee to post, and these desperate girls are biting it and raising their fee for to up to $1000 for an hour session -  which I think is unfair for you guys who are dumb enough or horny enough to take the bait, DONT - its suppose to be the industry of having fun and relaxation, socializing and consensual friendship... ( I hope you get the dots lol ) - I know its the money game but it should still be fun and social - and partly moral if not mostly...