Too Proud to Pay ( like Mary )

If you know the song congratulations you had a laugh on it, if not its PROUD MARY it's a good song ;)

Ok, I never have this issue in RENO to think that it's a small city ( the biggest little city in the world as the welcoming ark says ) and people are mostly not paid as well as California's, the issue is I don't pay for your kind of service ( hello high and mighty ).  So let's discuss this too proud to pay issues were having.

The simplest solution here is, have you ever been to a massage place, if yes that answers the issue simple right?  If no then you have to pay your masseuse again simple.  Though let me pull in some con of my service, I don't do massage I do Body Rub much more personal, I do my Body Rub with care and love cause I love what I do unlike them that treat it as a task so they treat your body like a task, like washing plates #LOL ( not my experience but my regular client who is now a fan of my Body Rub ).  And I'm very friendly and a very good listener, like having a cheaper therapist who will not charge you every time they ask you "and how do you feel about it?"  Also, its a donation ( not solicitation ), although there's a specific amount of donation which I believe I'm worth it ( according to my other regular client ).

Let me charm you with a story of my client, he was on this dating site and meet ts constantly through the dating site.  The scenario, meet a TS go on a date, the ts will order everything on the menu with take-out, after some chit-chat and eating, the ts will take her food and you pay the bill probably around $100 more or less and she will kiss your cheek and don't call ever.  My point is, with me you get more than a kiss on the cheek you get a relaxing whole Body Rub wink wink ;)  And way hotter than your hungry date ( according to my regular who share this story )

And if your issue is your too HOT, YOUNG, FIT and GOOD LOOKING - you can get TS anytime ( or just plain PROUD ).  I'm HOT too ( according again to my client #LOL ).  Were the same breed, and I'm doing this by choice and PROUD of it.  Treat it as an experience and I'll try to make it a good one.  Cause I love meeting people, being social, making friends, hearing your story, hear my story and be a part of your life ( even just for a while ).  So come over eat your pride, like that TS you date who shamelessly eating her take home from your dinner date... #HAHA

Trailer Trash

Or Camper whichever #lol

Before I start writing this blog, I want to greet my old and new readers Happy New Year 2018 - I hope the new year is treating you well and the last year 2017 is only but a thing of the past - which it is literally...

So the title implies of what my life has been since I move out from Reno, to everyone who already sees me in California you already know the situation and to my future clients who wants to see me here's your hint - and to my client in Reno who's reading this I know you told me so - #haha

But actually, it's not that bad, if its that bad I'm already setting up a #gofundme account asking you guys for money to buy me a better place but I'm not resorting to that, or should I? #lol

#CALIFORNIA california, i grow up watching movies and TV shows that picture California as the last of promise, and yes indeed, friendly chill people, healthy food (  there's this one restaurant in San Francisco that everything has AVOCADO in it ), nice warm weather and landmarks that you only see in movies ( those bridges you know )
And then I move and everything became real, I have to live with filthy horny millennials girls to share a room with the same amount of money I pay to live on my own one bedroom apartment in Reno.  And don't tell me how is it a dream come true to live with girls, it's a nightmare like tampons and condoms everywhere, for that, I need to buy small trashcans at every corner of the house, and some of these girls can't even shoot.  And since I'm living with people I have to look for an alternative place to do my Body Rub, good thing I met an angel who let me rent his trailer beside his house to do my side business.  The trailer is actually one of the good things that happen to me since I move, its nice, clean, located at an expensive zip code and the most promising of all, no roommates.  Since I started renting it out this month it became my heaven, a place I can be on my own and even a place that inspired to write this.  So why did I title this Trailer Trash ---
Well, all the clients the #californians who came for a Body Rub is all complaining that the place is not to their liking, I have to pump up the personality level to keep them occupied for 30 minutes or 60 minutes of their time, to take their mind off their in a trailer.  Yes, I know the place do not keep heat that much that's why I bought a heating blanket, no bathroom but I did warn you to pee before you conquer and you have to be extra discreet cause again it's a very private place, and also for your benefit.
But then again, statistically 90% of men that came to the trailer did ask to see me again, so I guess the trailer isn't that bad or my personality does the job.  So if you see me in #california and didn't schedule a return to my trailer for Body Rub, IT'S YOU and what did I do wrong ( angry face lol )

TOP - BOTTOM - VERSE

 

From our title, I'm sure some of you guys are already excited to read this new post and I am too, so with no further ado let's start this much-needed topic in the world of transgender. ( please don't look away )

If you had the pleasure of my company you know that I talk more than I have to, that's mostly my charm according to the majority of my clients, I mostly open with my life, but  if you haven't tried my service ( what you waiting for email me for an appointment, wink wink ) you probably have the idea of that with way I write in the blog, that I'm indeed very very open.
And with that let's talk about my friend's sexual experience #LOL.

Let's hide my friend's name to Melendez a transgender who I won't slut-shame having her first sex experience at 13, yes while I was longing for a Barbie doll that I never had ( thanks to my religious parents, still love you guys ) at 13 she already had a cock that she was probably longing for at 13.  Though she's not a slut cause she started it in stages, from a simple Monica Lewinsky moment with spots here and there on her way to Jenna Jameson fill her holes everywhere.  To date, at 40 she's not sure how many men she sleeps with, cause her answer to the question is 1000 give or take #slut.
OK so this is her definition of the TOP - BOTTOM and VERSE

TOP is when you are the one in control, like on her trip to Spain when she sleeps with this latino guy with a huge latin sword, she thought it would be her lucky day and thank the God of sex for giving her a gift of a latin sword, but to her surprise the latin sword was just a camouflage as he immediately sat on her small Asian knife like its a game of trip to Jerusalem #TOP

BOTTOM is what Elsa has been singing all along "let it go" though the end of it will be altered to "the warm never bother me anyways".  I'm so sorry if I kill your favorite movie, if that's your favorite movie, but mainly bottom is just being submissive to above ( TOP ).  Like when me and my friend talk about receiving and found out that she was breaking the no. 1 rule "no enema no enter".  So this bitch is receiving visitors more or less a thousand in her dirty house or in her case a castle a huge big castle #BOTTOM

VERSE or VERSATILE is like being open-minded but in a holistic sense, like open to give and receive.  Though you need to be open about the "inclination" clause, like I'm a versatile but I "top" more or I'm verse but I "bottom" more, that way your play will not be like what happened above ( trip to Jerusalem ).  In my friend's case, with that one experience where someone unexpectedly sat on her, I don't think she can claim to be versatile for that one single incident, its a fluke right?  Oh, being a versatile BTW is like a unicorn in the transgender world, in a world where everyone is mostly a bottom, an open-minded (verse ) transgender is like a Unicorn once of many, and again Melendez ( my friend ) your not a Unicorn unless you got more of those trip to Jerusalem accident #VERSE

( P.S. I really don't tell things about my friends or anyone, this post is entirely a fiction created by my creative weird mind, or is it #LOL is it #HAHA )

Mean Girls Vs. Cinderella

Yes, the title are two of my favorite movies if there's a comfort food this is similar to comfort movie the third one is "Bridesmaid" just to put it out there, I can never be gayer having three of my top movies as chick-flick #lol
But in all seriousness, the title says Mean Girls Vs. Cinderella, I think women/transwomen, in general, can either be one of these, though I'm more inclined to Cinderella - yeah I know it's so common for a trans to choose the heroine but I'm serious women are mean to me specially in my age range, the older women are nice to me mostly but girls, younger girls, they hate me, I don't know why?
There's this one scenario where I park outside of the discount outlet and this girl is looking at me from inside her car, I smile on her and she looks away like she kind of snub me.  But I give her the benefit of the doubt she probably hates her day knowing that she's in the discount outlet rather than in Nordstrom.
Oh in one occasion in the grocery store, one woman literally block me from entering the store and I have to get away from her way or she will literally run me over by her cart. Again I gave her the benefit of the doubt, she must be having a bad day and it's her chocolate run.
One more, laundry day where the lazy me have to pile up my dirty clothes before I do the wash, so I'm carrying these two two loads  going to the laundry room, this girl already see me from the window coming, if it's me I would immediately open the door cause that's the humane thing to do, no she didn't open the door or help me when I drop the clothes entering the laundry room.  Doing the wash I try to be friendly and have a short conversation like it's hot today with a smile and she just nod her head and look away.  No benefit of the doubt this time she's just mean.

In psychology, they studied the being mean are related to self-esteem, the lower once self-esteem the meaner they view the world.  It's like their self-worth is being challenged by the world around them, meaning an individual like me or even a common individual - threatened a part of their personality.
So all in all this psychological explanation just vague an already vague situation, so I probably just leave it to the idea that I'm thankful I see the world better than these girls, and that one day my prince will come #LOL

Scouts Guide To TS Apocalypse

Well to our sensitive readers APOCALYPSE is just for #lol factor - to somewhat refer to the book and movie, don't think too much of it, live life ;)

Ok this post if for you SCOUTS out there who supports CL (craigslist) or BP (back page) it's always good to be informed and be safe, so read away.

Did you know that one in every five posts on CL & PB is fake or just marketing strategies?  I remember clients I service who's an avid follower of CL & PB go by the ideologies - " its an education... " - " trial and error... " - " you will never know unless you try... " positive people are they huh...  But its all true especially the later, I guess these guys became an avid follower of CL & PB because they tried and have a very pleasant experience to do it again.
And that's the reason I'm writing this post to somewhat help you or warn you of CL & PB post.


PHOTO TEST
If the post is too good to be true it's mostly too good to be fake.
Like if you see a goddess or celebrity like photo that looks like taken by fame photographer Ann Lebowitz.  Its probably FAKE and you will either see GOLLUM in person to take away all your precious or the clown in the IT movie to scare you away.

READ BETWEEN THE LINE
If the post promises too much and too encouraging.
You know that promises are meant to be broken and advertisement are half true, so expect those flowery ads to be fake or either leave you disappointed.

DON'T ASK DON'T TELL
Or make it the other way around.
Asking questions are free and no charge so ask away.  If the person posting does the " don't ask don't tell " or too bitchy to answer your inquiries, that's another warning sign - she's a bitch and she will give you a bitch of a service, so don't pursue it, it will only result to a bad experience.

ONE DAY MILLIONAIRE
First your not a MILLIONAIRE and if you are props to you.
Never bring too much money if your meeting for the first time, I would suggest the arranged donation amount and an extra tip.  Leave your wallet and all the expensive valuable stuff in your car, bring your ID though, for special reasons, everyone should have their ID with them, right?

SHARING IS CARING
Did you know that if someone did a good service, that person who received it will keep it to himself, but if that person get a shitty service he will tell it to 10 or more people?
This marketing scenario could also be applied to CL & PB services, it's always good to help each other.  If you hate or love the service, make a fake account and comment away if she has a website affiliation.  It's always good to have each other's back since we live in one TS adoration fantasy world.  And you guys should read away what other's think of her and her offered service, its either gonna warn you or help you.

In conclusion - " its an education... " - " trial and error... " - " you will never know unless you try... " - yes those again.

RENO my RENO

P.S. It's a long read, sorry ;)

I remember when I moved here in the US three years ago I have this fire in me that I can do anything, it's always been a dream of mine to make it here and I will do anything to stay.  Apparently, that fire was put out by two words CULTURE SHOCK - everything was so fast here that I cant keep up and saw a world sheltered by one person, he is my rock and my world, I cant live without him.  And you know what happens when you build a stone of rock to create a mountain of love, it was bound to crumble - until it does.

RENO was never an option, I thought New York (cause you know I'm a fan of SEX AND THE CITY) or Hollywood (cause I can act or do porn LOL I'm kidding) or Las Vegas (yes I'm that predictable with my options).  But never Reno, the only reason I choose Reno is that I have a friend here and I don't have friends anywhere.  And yes I'm antisocial - read above I build a rock remember?
I actually thought of another option, go back home.  Which isn't ideal since I work hard to make it here, so I decided to face life and my dream.  It's not an easy road, I never been that mature at twenty-four and never live alone.  I try doing real jobs but it demanded so much of what I could give, I say deprived me of food but not sleep, also I'm a none smoker so my air has to be for none smoker as well and my body is a temple so you can make it work hard but not too much cause again its a temple LOL.  Ok, I know I kinda sound like a whiner but I know my limits and life's too short to do things you don't want to do.
Then I remember one Las Vegas trip with my ex-friend in my first year here in the US.  He advertises for a MASSAGE and invites MEN in her hotel room, at first I was confused!  First, would someone buy it she is a TS and back home TS is never a popular choice and Second, as I was waiting in the lobby I saw men come in and out of her hotel room in less than 15  minutes, my ex-friend must have been really fast with her hands LOL.  Ok, I'm just being coy I know what happening haha.
On the time that I have no stable job and my roommate cant pay her share of rent, I decided on doing the same, but make it MORE PERSONAL.  First, I hate the idea of meeting another person and not knowing him as a person, I believe in chances and the chance that you answer the ad and came, is a chance to be social and know you.  Second, I know the donation you share doesn't fall on trees but from labor so I want to make it worth - if it's a 30-minute session or 60 minutes there will be a timer, to make sure its time and donation well spent.  And Third, I will do my very best to give a good Body Rub cause This Is What You Came For (Rihanna singing in the background).  So, in general, it's what you call a service with a heart, but would anyone buy it?

Fast forward to today a year and three months later, I'm writing this goodbye to Reno - indeed somebody buys what I'm offering and I'm happy to say that I have regulars that complete my rent every month and newbies that help me save up for the rainy days.  Indeed, personal kindness, a heart in what you do and trying your best goes a long way - miles and miles.
But good things must come to an end and moving-on is necessary, a change is always a good thing, you live and you will learn at every new fold of life. I like to thank this smallest little city of RENO for accepting me and helping me find my wings, the fire that put out lit back because of you.  I learn my strength that I can do it on my own, I can be independent and fend for myself and mature enough to own my life.  It's funny how something you didn't expect became a part of you.  Reno will always be a part of me and I'm proud to say I live and fell in love to this city.

See you on my twenty-six birthday in January my RENO and check out this blog once in a while, I'll be traveling later on when I get settled I might be in your town ;)

And read on for more...

The Best Of Both Worlds

Ok guys if you're reading this and you think it's for you, just check on my HOT picture above and look away, haha conceited much.

In a TRANSGENDER life, there are two worlds that both related to their life experiences, one that is a SAD life that mostly represents the transgender community, and the other the HAPPY life that you are lucky if you encounter one.  Being a transgender is like going into a trauma over and over again - there's the CONFUSION (what am i? why do i like him? would the world accept me? / or would my family accept me?) - there's ACCEPTANCE (i am what i am? take me or leave me?) - COURAGE (cause lets face it the world is not that all accepting, factor religion and discrimination) - LOVE (love thy self first and foremost).  With all this, a steady foundation is needed, and starting from CONFUSION a transgender should get her core strength from her family.  Unfortunately, not all family is accepting of their child being different, there are two sides in this situation, one is BELIEF (factor religion again and discrimination) and CARE (a care that your own child will be facing a difficult life and you're not there always to shield them from pain).  This core foundation will identifies a transgender which of both worlds she will belong to.  And then the story goes if she will succeed in ACCEPTANCE, COURAGE, and LOVE.

Now let's talk about the focus of this post, you guys who love TRANSGENDER.  Out from battlefield of life, some guys will accept and form a relationship with a transgender, cause we offer no one else does, the best of both worlds (cocks and all wink wink).  By being in a relationship with a transgender, you also get to experience our battle scars whether it's SAD or HAPPY, that's the consequences you have to pay to experience both worlds, sorry!  But then again life isn't always about one world (HAPPY), its so better if you experience both...  As they say, those who experience more of life's hardship has more love to spare.  And, once you make it with a transgender RELATIONSHIP you can make it to any RELATIONSHIP (like NEW YORK huh lol) - cause let's face it, it's a challenge to be with us... wink wink...