Memoirs Of BodyRub - deuxième partie

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Henry our protagonist is ready to face Ms. Red from the Blue, he walks to the Hotel looking like he stole the fancy vase in the hallway, nervous and agitated - looking around hiding his face like he's someone famous, he's not he's just a nervous wreck.

Room 143 - this is it, Henry will have his first TS experience, will it be fun, will it be awkward, will it be - and well never know unless he tries, so open the door Henry we have so much to tell.

He knocks and a girl in RED see-through lingerie opens, she's so pretty, so delicate and Henry was in love, he bends the knee and proposes to her, she said YES and they live happily ever after the END... but this isn't a fairy tale - this is somewhat porn so the story continues...

Henry came inside and Ms. Red friendly ask for a hug she's very nice Henry wishes this story was a fairytale, again Henry it's not - so take off your clothes and lie on your tummy.  So the BodyRub proceeds ( not massage or Ms. Red will be in trouble ) she is so friendly who chats a little and want to get to know Henry, her hands were amazing Henry can't believe this is not a massage, though it is a massage Ms. Red is just not licensed so she has to go by the loophole.  Henry never felt so relax and wanted, he feels good being touch by a beautiful girl so friendly and nice, he wishes it will never end, BEEP BEEP BEEP that's the timer it's over.

Henry wants more, he is craving, he's hungry and won't go unless his carnal needs were answered.

( WARNING the next event is too explicit we won't share most of what happened, this isn't FIFTY SHADES you guys - plus it's just TANTRIC and PROSTATE massage so all in all Henry is still somewhat of a virgin, it's his first time cut him some slack )

Henry was the happiest, he would have wanted more but it's his first time and he has more to discover, the BodyRub was great, Ms. Red is friendly and nice, pretty and sexy like a goddess, yeah I'm the writer I could even say she looks like Megan Fox if I want to.

With that prelude to TS Experience, Henry was ready for more and the computer pop up again appear the ad for  BDSM - this time Henry click it, good luck Henry, but I suggest you close that...

THE END... or is it?

Help I NEED Somebody,

Not just anybody,

BUT someone who is like computer savvy...

I have been itching to do a PODCAST and it just SUCKS that it's so complicated for a tech illiterate like me.

So if your one of those tech smart who can help me build my PODCAST please HELP me, I like to make this TS conversation public and it can help all those TS from beginners and to those still enjoying the journey.

Thanks and please email me at - relaxwithvia@gmail.com

LOS ANGELES to PLEASANTON ( #californiaproblem )

Hi, guys apparently LOS ANGELES is very tricky or CALIFORNIA as a whole - the hotel I book was apparently a MOTEL disguise as a HOTEL - at the price I'm paying I do expect to stay at a real HOTEL - but it's all too late now, all the HOTELS are overpriced to book - so, unfortunately, I have to cancel and try my LOS ANGELES trip later, a better-planned trip that is both beneficial and not stressful...

On the other hand, I'm thinking of going to PLEASANTON California for my MAY trip - let's see if I can gather confirm schedules clients to make this trip happen, if not I will cancel it to later this month, but I surely will be at PLEASANTON this month, so ask me for appointment, see you, kiss kiss...

Goodbye MASSAGE REPUBLIC

Another one bites the dust ( crying )

TRIAL & ERROR - PART I

Since I moved to California where most TRANS are and the industry ( you know what I mean, right? ) I gather some stories that I might as well share to you guys who support this dying industry.  We will lead this post with a warning, this industry is a TRIAL & ERROR ( as the title says )

ARTICLE 01 -  I'M NOT INTERESTED, SO HIT THE ROAD JACK

One day Jack decided to negotiate with a new girl in town ( or she might be old and you just found her ) he came in the room and the girl didn't smile, she never bothers to know your name or have a little getting to know each other moment - and what occurred happened to be a task - and YES it is, on her part - your part is supposed to figure it out and you failed, miserably.  But then again this is the business of TRIAL and ERROR so you live and learn, the lesson here never hire her again and move on to another provider, there's so many of them here in California.

ARTICLE 02 - HOTLINE BLING

One day DRAKE negotiates for a one-hour BODYRUB - Nicky ( not her real name its NICK actually ) take the roses and the session begins.  Nicky a business girl by heart, a rotten person in real life - treat this shit she's doing is not important nor you so she keeps texting the whole session, might be the next client or boo bugging - so DRAKE is not getting what he paid for.  As I mention Nicky a businesswoman decided to move the hands of time ( literally ) she reaches on the happy ending button, you sneeze you lose right? and DRAKE kind of sneeze but down there and the session is over - 8 minutes that's a record for DRAKE.

ARTICLE 03 - IM TOO SEXY - PAY ME MORE

Nowadays everybody has MONEY or maybe it's just the facade, but since CRAIGSLIST / BACKPAGE / ADLIST21 got shut down all this fancy website came in and ask for $300 to $600 monthly membership fee to post, and these desperate girls are biting it and raising their fee for to up to $1000 for an hour session -  which I think is unfair for you guys who are dumb enough or horny enough to take the bait, DONT - its suppose to be the industry of having fun and relaxation, socializing and consensual friendship... ( I hope you get the dots lol ) - I know its the money game but it should still be fun and social - and partly moral if not mostly...

We the Animal

An animal that's what you call us

And we know who we are

Running wild and won't be kept in the closet

Or ruled by rules, we know our right

Not to hurt others and share respect

See us and hear us roar

Call us names, we know who we are

Have us doubt ourselves that keep us stronger

Overcome pain and suffering were a survivor

Come on you know we're better than that

Keep it coming we won't get beaten

Go and say what you want

Or do anything to make us feel less

Put us to a test and we will win

I know who I am

Same question for you, do you know who you are?

Giving you time to see the beauty

And the happiness we have and well share

You and I are the same animals, but you choose to be a BETRAYER

The WANT, The NEED, and The DEAD INSIDE

I started off in this industry two years ago with an idea to fill up my deflated ego living as a boy in a highly religious country where adoration for someone like me never happen ( cry cry nobody said I'm pretty ) - so I venture in this industry to make me feel pretty and hot, yes all those compliments that I'm gorgeous was never enough you keep them coming, so the money was never an issue, tip or don't tip your compliments keep me going like an energizer bunny. ( ps. it's natural for trans to feed on their ego cause they have been deprived of it all their life if you meet or know a trans - a narcissistic quality is somewhat a second nature #LOL )

Since I move in California things changes, I realize lately that I been doing my usual WANT to do BODYRUB to a NEED to do BODYRUB.  For a time being its OK and I'm not realizing the difference between the two, but lately, as I desperately want to see more client and needing more money ( for rent or mainly to live ) I'm realizing that the compliments are not having any impact, and somewhat see my self getting tired/bored of what I do.  Like in the past I want to do BodyRub cause I enjoy and love what I'm doing, now its I need to do BodyRub cause I need to pay bills and make money.  Which is not me cause if you read my blog, you would read enthusiasm and love of what I'm doing, now there comes a point where I don't even want to do BodyRub and those bills are the only reason I'm still doing this.  And I hate being a WHORE ( by definition of whore is doing the job you hate and getting paid for it ) before I'm proud to say I'm not a whore, and now I am a legitimate whore - and most whores are dead inside ( OMG I'm a cliche - a WHORE who is dead inside )

It's a running joke in the industry that we are dead inside, am I dead inside now and the need for money kills the enjoyment I had of doing BodyRubs?  The answer is NO - I think there's still hope, as the NEW YEAR is coming, it's timely to have a NEW YEAR's resolution, the next year 2019 I would have to fix my finances - I will shift my want and need to my addiction to spending, do I need a new victoria secret bra or just want it cause I look good on it #HAHA ( come to think of it I don't wear a bra often so its useless to even own one )  And I think I need to go back on having a goal, and rewards TRIP that encourages me to do my best, and most importantly go back to WANT to see clients and not NEED to cause you guys ( the good and bad of you ) whether you like it or not will always be a part of me.

So don't worry OLIVIA is not dead inside, she's resuscitated and preparing for a comeback next year 2019 so you have to see her when she's on your area ( even though she's mostly not available LOL )